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[10 Dec 2005|01:02pm] |
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so here goes...
List 7 people and a phrase/ something they say a lot. Then tag four people.
Taylor: "...ok."
Molly O.: "You bitch!"
Paige: "Oi! its Noithan!"
Alex (Ziggy): "It sucks niggadick man..."
General: "LANGUAGE!"
Dan: "heheh... look what hes doing... (dirty sexual innuendo)"
Brad: "HULABALHAOGHHHH"
and I tag Taylor, Paige, Alex, and Lacey. hah!
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| Its been 2 months since my last update! WOO! |
[07 Dec 2005|07:13pm] |
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well, in the past months, my highlights were:
1. SYL CONCERT! DEVIN TOWNSEND IS YOUR FUCKING GOD. and at the recher! I found out that Mr.Bungle played at the Recher in 1999! why couldnt I have heard of da Bungle back then? poor, naive me. when I was 9. uhmm. Im confused now. moving on...
2. Learning Ima gonna get an ELECTRIC GUITAR! yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehaaaaaaa *air guitar*
3. trick or treating with taylor, molly, Gengen (:p) and *gags* toby. toby was molly's ride, so he sorta had to come... blah.
4. Thanksgiving! I got Ride the Lightning and got to eat turkey and stuff! woo.
5. I got about 40 more cds than I did before. haaaaaaaaaaaaaah. Im pitifullllllllll! and its funny.
6. I went to Jeremy's birthday party and got to play ghetto basketball with a trashcan. yeah dawg.
7. other things happened. so I promise I'm gonna update this more, so do read it more, will you? alright, peace out. and listen to Mr.Bungle and redeem yourself from the hell that is the music you listen to rite now. so there. oh, and cya later.
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well,first I'll outline this week. Lots of tests, raiding Taylor's refrigerator (:p), and band. I had 4 tests yesterday! GAH!!!!!! And I failed the WH one... sigh. Well, today was ok tho, I had 2 wake up at 5 to go do band at the race for a cure. Oh yeah, and during the past month, I asked someone out and she said she'd like to :) :). yesterday, me and taylor were feeling sorry for Juliya (and shes cool anyway) so we had her hang out first at Taylor's house, then taylor kicked us out, and we went to my house. It was cool :)
And thats it I guess. Sorry it took so long to update ppl...
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hey. I haven't updated for a while, but I promise I will more. No one probably reads this anymore, but I'm going to start updating more anyway. Well, school started monday, but that doesnt matter. This summer really kicked ass, it was a lazy, listless summer, but it was summer, and damnit, I'll spend it any way I want. I hung out with friends, DIDNT read my book thing that I need to read for school (\'''/ \'''/), and watched tv. And slept. And listened to music. And played guitar. And DIDNT play trumpet, because...well, because. I went to this christian woodstock-ish thing called Creation and hung out wit all my church ppl. It was cool. And last but not least (it was THE high point of the summer) I went to Augusta, which kicked ass. I met a lot of new friends there, and hopefully, we'll all stay friends. Most likely not, but hey! its all good :). I'm going through a bit of a "negative" period, and I'm pretty much the most pessimistic I've been in my whole life. But like thats ever held anyone back (if they're smart, and I believe I am smart). I've hung out with Taylor and Alex a lot this summer, as well as Meg. And Steve. And Brad. And my brain hurts from all this shit I've been typing, so I'm gonna go rot my brain with some video games. Cya, comment, and check up on this page more cuz, again, I promise I'll start updating more.
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[21 May 2005|11:46am] |
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yeah I keep furgettin 2 update. Well, last weekend I went to WILDWOOOOD (NJ). It was awesome! I spent like, 100 bucks on cheap boardwalk shit and claw machines. Thats a good thing. I went on all sorts of roller coasters down there too. Chuma puked all over himself down there though. I hung out with Julia, Katherine, Tom, Matt, and Tim. They're sorta preppy, but they're cool. We got stuck up on the Carousel for about 10 minutes and it was FREEZING. I almost died. No, but it was cold. Then we went on The Great White a couple thousand times which was awesome. School however was not so good. I have a lot of projects to do, but oh well.
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[03 May 2005|06:07pm] |
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Well, I went to a yard sale Saturday and got a rare, rare, rare, rare X 700000000000000000000000 cd (The Land of Rape and Honey) and a couple tapes. I went to the Towsontown Fair with Steve and his friends too. Well, technically me and them walked around the mall and Steve's friend... um... friend (lol) was being a dumbass... but being funny! He went up to this old lady after we went back to the Towsontown Fair and said he was going to tell her he was going to kill her, but chickened out and ended up just asking for directions. It was sorta mean, but it was funny. After that we went back to Steve's house after he talked with a friend of his (a girl) and played games (video... obviously). Then Steve got a wee bit too much vodka (no, seriously. no metaphors or anything in here: he just got a bit drunk. anyway...) and me and him walked around his apartment (I cant spell i know) complex and he just got a cigarette and we went back to his house. His friends were still playing video games, so I just told him that I was going to go back to Record and Tape Traders. He said ok, and as we were walking up the hill to Record and tape Traders, he got tired and we rested. Then we parted our ways at Towsontown fair. I then got Tool "Undertow" at R and T traders, and then my dad picked me up. Sunday I just did hw. Monday, I was so tired that the day sucked a LOT. I apparently cant jog very well. (Track I mean) but oh well. Katherine is being a bitch again... sigh. I just dont get it. I'm pretty nice to her... but shes just such a bitch sometimes. A couple other people are being annoying too(mainly in French class).
I miss Augusta a lot. And summer... I also havent seen Paige or Lacey or Meg for a while. A LONG WHILE. And that sucks. Meg, I havent seen for about half a year (since the halloween party). I hope she hasnt blocked me :(. We're good friends still... I think. And Lacey I havent seen for about a YEAR or something which, AGAIN really sucks. And Paige I havent seen for about 3 months, but wtf. I really want to meet all of them again.
I must just not be very social or something.... cuz some people just dont seem to like me :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(.
Well, fuck it. I'm done rambling, so I'm gonna go do something else. cya tomorrow ppl. or not. Depending on who you are.
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I havent updated in a while. Anyway, saturday and sunday were average days. I got a new ps2 and Silent Hill 4. Thats some fuckin scary stuff. Saturday I went to Greg's birthday party... hm. It was aight. I did well at bowling, it was fun :). However, Toby was bragging how he managed to "get" Mrs. Meyer's daughter Tina (a skinnier, wierder version of Mrs. Meyer herself: she is nothing to brag about.). Hes a douche sometimes though Eric has a gf too though, so I better... well, start asking ppl out or something. Sheckles has recently gotten really... stupid and sarcastic. We are... sorta friends, but hes just such a bitch sometimes... sigh. OH well. Phil(lip) is leaving me alone now, probably because I acted like I dont care what he thinks or says (which I dont). WTF hes on the wrestling team *laughs and laughs a lot more* he... must have gotten killed. Well, Katherine said yesterday that Ryan had big feet, and just to annoy her, I said "You know what they say about big feet..." and she said "EW! STFU!" and I said "What?! big socks (stupid)". hahahahaha. Anyway, have a good night. Cya later all!
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I'm strangely angry... so here are some angry lyrics.(all NIN)
"Somewhat Damaged"
smiling in thier faces
while filling up the hole
so many dirty little places
in your filthy little worn out
broken down see through soul
baby's got a problem
tries so hard to hide
got to keep it on the surface
because everything else is dead on the other side
teeth in the necks of everyone you know
you can keep on sucking until the blood won't flow
when it starts to hurt it only helps it grow
taking all you need
(but not this time)
no, you don't
and just for the record
just so you know
I did not believe
that you could sink so low
you think that you can beat them
I know that you won't
you think you have everything
but no, you don't
no, you don't
no, you don't
no, you don't
no, you don't
"The Fragile"
she shines
in a world full of ugliness
she matters when everything is meaningless
fragile
she doesn't see her beauty
she tries to get away
sometimes
it's just that nothing seems worth saving
I can't watch her slip away
I won't let you fall apart
she reads the minds of all the people as they pass her by
hoping someone can see
if I could fix myseld I'd - but it's too late for me
I wont let you fall apart
we'll find the perfect place to go where we can run and hide
I'll build a wall and we can keep them on the other side
...but they keep waiting
...and picking...
it's something I have to do
I was there, too
before everyhting else
I was like you
"The Wretched"
just a reflection
just a glimpse
just a little reminder
of all the what abouts
and all the might have
could have beens
another day
some other way
but not another reason to continue
and now you're one of us
the wretched
the hopes and prays
the better days
the far aways
forget it
it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to
it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to, did it?
it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to
it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to, did it?
now you know
this is what it feels like
now you know
this is what it feels like
the clouds will part and the sky cracks open
and god himself will reach his fucking arm through
just to push you down
just to hold you down
stuck in this hole with the shit and the piss
and it's hard to believe it could come down to thisback at the beginning
sinking
spinning
and in the end
we still pretend
the time we spend
not knowing when
you're finally free
and you could be
but it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to
it didn't turn out quite the way that you wanted it
now you know
this is what it feels like
now you know
this is what it feels like
you can try to stop it but it keeps on coming
you can try to stop it but
Alright, Enough of that. Well, today was the pep rally, which was... no comment. It was interesting, but everyone yelled too much and it was boring. Oh well. At least it gave us short periods :). A friend of mine at the pep rally (I wont mention names) kept shouting out smartass things through the whole thing... I mean, this person just was acting desperate to get a laugh or something. I've been there but... it was just somewhat annoying. Me and this person were old friends, but he just hasnt branched out much (at all) from video games. At all. But I'm still going to go to his birthday party, cuz we're still friends and thats the best way to keep them. Which I intend to do.
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[06 Apr 2005|08:36pm] |
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Wow, I haven't updated FOREVER. (A month, but whatever.) Well, first I went to North Carolina and visited my cousins. Julia is a pretty funny little kid. Annoying sometimes, but funny. I've gotten like, 30 cds this month. I spent about 60 dollars on them all though. Damn STRAIGHT! Bahehehe. AAAAAAAANYWAY... I got into Danzig, and found out that Danzig 5 is worth 25 cents. Ouch. I went to Seattle over Spring Break, and met my other AWESOME cousins (all my cousins are awesome). I talked with my Cousin Evelyns friend, and she was all confused and laughing the whole time (shes 12). It was absolutely HILARIOUS. You must try it sometime. Sorry, that sounded gay. I bought a Faith no More cd (its awesome, but I left it at my Uncles and cousins and Aunts house), and a Hot Snakes cd. There are 1000s of bums all over seattle... its CREEPY. They're talking to themselves and stuff, and screaming at people. And today was alright. I'll talk later yall, I g2g. peace out homies \'''/
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Hey! Well, it snowed 2day which wuz wierd... cuz it was like, 60 degrees out. And on sunday, I went to the melting pot with Paige! We met at Anne Arundel, and then dropped her friend Sarah off at her house. Then I got to see her house... crazy dog by the way... but the fondue wuz GOOD! Today was cool... Phil the Asswipe said he'd beat me up... herm... well, no surprise there. oh well. I'm hurriedly finishing mah project, and I g2g. cya!
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Well, Febuary has gone well so far. I've finally gotten a gift fer Lacey, and I got the new Mastodon cd. Its awesome! Well, anyway, I just got a C+ on one of my tests... that isnt a good thing, by the way... sigh , oh well. I'm just updating for fun... and thats it. cya
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Yeah, I went on a ski trip last weekend. It was awesome... Blaine brought halo 2 and we played that game forever. We went skiing and I did...really well! After skiing, Becca and Amma (damn, I cant spell her name) took some wierd picture thingy with me. It was cool tho :). It was awesome... ramps were everywhere! Haha.... 'twas awesome. Theres another one this weekend too, which is cool.
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Heyo all. Well, this weekend, I went with Graem to see white noise on saturday night. damn man, that is a creepy movie man! The main character actually DIES in the end, which doesnt seem right to me... well, anyway, sunday was sorta boring: I went to church, ate lunch, stayed at home, and went to youth group. On monday, I went with Chris to the mall. I havent seen him for a year man, we're good friends though. I saw Michele and her friend... damn, I dont remember her name, but I saw them. And Alli and her friend. And Katherine and Susie there too, even though Katherine sorta annoys me a bit sometimes. Chris saw Merrit, and, uh, some other people there, and we (or he and they) talked for a while. Oh yeah! Sunday I got the album The Mind is a Terrible Thing to Waste by Ministry and today I got Cultosaurus Erectus by Blue Oyster Cult.
I hope I did all the hw I needed to do... hm...
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well, today was the worst shit-pile of a day this week. In volleyball, Peter got all psycho because I didn't try very hard to hit the ball. STFU dude, its a GAME! In math, big quiz I probably failed. In french, Mr. Moen was being stupid. The day wasn't too good.
Hahahahaha Rob stabbed himself in the eye with a pencil hahahahaahahahaah funny funny :). Hes alright now, but it was FUNNY.
Funny simpsons quote:
Willie the Grounds Keeper: I 'ate him!
Bart: You ATE HIM?!
Willie: Aye, I 'ate his lil' face, I 'ate his lil' legs, and I 'ate the way hes always barking!
Bart: Oh, you HATE him!
Willie: Aye, and I ate the lil' mess he left on the carpet. *Bart looks at him funny* Aye, yew heard me!
By the way, I'm bored. I want to hang out this weekend. OK?
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well, again, I haven't posted in a couple days. sorry about that... anyway, I got a bass, an mp3 player, and all sorts of stuff for christmas. Right now, my grandparents are over at our house, and, tomorrow, we're going to canaan valley in WV. Its sorta... isolated. Near cass I think... anyway, it'll be cool skiing and stuff.
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I knot I haven't updated for a while, so here goes. I won't bother talking about the past bunch of days, so I won't. In Gym, we played basketball, which was cool. Man, Chris and Pleah kept barking "Byer" "Byer". MAN, I"M FUCKING TIRED YOU BITCHES! so shut up. anyway, in the locker room, Peter started staring at me and suddenly sprayed his French Cologne crap on me. Man, it don't smell too good. In band, we watched Finding Nemo, and Tony tried to shoot little chocolates into my mouth. Man, those HURT. A bit at least. Math was nothing really, and French was funny. Everyone watched this French Dodgeball movie (The Ben Stiller one) which was funny. Man, I think George is a stoner. He acts like one. Lunch was a bit dull, just hung out with Alex and his friend. The rest of the day was blah. LATER :)
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(This is my promotion thing, just in case anyone wonders. I don't have a photobucket)
"Hurt"- NIN
I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of shit
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feeling disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
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Hey! I haven't commented in a while, so here goes. On friday, we did basketball. Same old stuff. The day was average, except for when rachel called me anti-social... that bitch. I'm not anti-social! Just because I don't really want to talk to her doesn't mean I don't talk! Damn it! Well, the rest of the day was ok. On saturday, I met Tom and Jeremy at the mall and we all did stuff... it was cool. On sunday, I went to church and, at youth froup, there was Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles II! It was so stupid, cheesy, and annoying, it was hilarious. Oh yeah, I cut myself when I was cutting a bagel with a 10'' blade. It still hasn't even CLOSED, even though it happened on saturday. STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID. Well, I'm just listening to SYL some more now, just cuz I can and they kick you, your mom's, and your dog's ass.
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[02 Dec 2004|08:20pm] |
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Well, tomorrows friday. YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Friday is the best day of the week. Yeah. Well, anyway, today was above average. In gym, we played basketball. I'm... not bad at it, but, then again, not a master of it either. I'm getting better. In band, it was same old stuff. Math, same old stuff again. French, Chris, Rob, Katherine, and me just talked about stuff. Chris is cool, Rob's cool, Katherine is cool. Its all cool. In Lunch, I sat with Alex and that table. Michi's(I think thats her name) friend (a sax player in band) sat at our table, and told all these damn awesome jokes. There were the dead baby jokes... for example:
Q: What is the scariest part about a pile of dead babies?
A: A live one in the middle eating his way out.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA its so sick man... but its awesome. Another one:
Q: What is scarier than 10 dead babies in 1 trashcan?
A: 1 dead baby in 10 trash cans.
again, sick. Yeah, I learned another one of my/Alex's friends smoke pot... and stuff like that. I don't really care, its just interesting, cuz it really doesn't show. In my case... well, I don't smoke and I end up seeming like I do.
In American Government, Me and Beth presented our brochure. it wasn't hard, and Beth's ok to work with. In bio, we just did the same old stuff. In English, we just talked a lot about F451. Man, it was hilarious. Abe and Julian were both crossing their eyes for whatever reason. Who the hell knows? I don't. Then I went home, finished homework, and here I am, being lazy. Well, time to start being lazy again. Later.
OH YEAH! Anyone want to hang out cet week-end? Just comment as an anonymous if you don't have a Livejournal. I know you probably won't comment anyway, but it was worth trying :). Later, for real this time.
--N to the a the t to the... well, uh, I'll get back to you on that.
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